I have recently felt as if I have fallen out of myself...it's a strange feeling. This is probably due to the complete transformation of life.

Being heavily involved in school has made me very impatient when I draw, it is almost as if I expect the vision in my head to just plop out on a piece of computer paper without any effort. I think that this impatience started from a situational aspect and then grew to a complete feeling of absolute frustration. I am not giving an excuse for why I haven't drawn anything substantial, but merely trying to understand how to break this feeling of unwarranted urgency. There have been times where nothing has been on my plate and I actually sit down to draw something, but I am just unable to focus.

This situation is funny because not to long ago I could do nothing except draw and focus on my art. A complete 180.

I suppose the only thing I need to do is to re-train my brain to focus and not to stress when I draw. Drawing should be relaxing, right?

well, that's enough out me.